To Be Whole

 

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am I a mystery to myself
45 years in this body and still not at home
clanking around in this flesh
this skin sheathed bucket of blood and bones

don't we all want to go home
to be whole
complete what
evolving never ending opening unfolding
of spririt souring gliding into blue skies
life as seen through these blue eyes
has been a compilation of true grit
a blurry buzz of smiling crying
living dying dancing around

around again
I face myself
and love

it is not perfection we seek
but a perfect loving

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Hate

 

Hate is a very strong word
I do not use it lightly

as a case of survival
I must hate you

every thing you stand for
placing the physical above the spritual
a fatal mistake

beauty is of the soul
sweet and loving whole

not what you taught to me
beauty is what you see

inside out is how you lived
hollow center filled with booze
you showed me what not to be
for that I am grateful

as for the pain
you shoveled on me
I am determined to be free
no longer your child
I am me

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Dancing on the edge

Dancing on the edge
one helluva view
just don't look down
or you'll be spinning around
not knowing sky from ground
tumbling down
to the sound
of a resounding thud
of landing on your butt
but you get up over and over again
another day in the sun soon comes
warming hearts back to love again

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Hear IT IN YOUR Spirit

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  Lotus Drops has been bringing it full on in the bay area since her debut in March and is fully blasting through the roof. She delivers it full on and is constantly finding ways to get your booty shaking and your soul elevated in these drastic times. Its time for the next round of sounds of what she describes as Psychedelic Break Beat Goddess Womp. Be prepared to get the real rinse out....because Lotus is locked and loaded and ready to Drop it like its hot.

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so glad I'm not married

ego filled arrogence
is all I've recieved
in this shipwreck of a marriage
he still acts like hes carried me
yet he can't do anything but his "work"
when actually he doesn't know how many times
I see him sitting on his ass playing solitare
like I owe him for feeding me
his spirit cut off
in a childs selfishness
rather keep me caged
than set me free

I tried to leave tonnight
packing up most precious things
strained my back
carrying boxed poetry
my car is parked down the stairs
under branches I carried things
ducking holding strong
until I just bent wrong
sick from this strain
of trying to make nice
when really my hearts as cold as ice
cracking glacier
sinking ship
I look back and laugh
call this time the sinking
of Titanic

but he is no titan only a man
with the depth of a child
and none of the laughter
and I thought this would be
happilly ever after
I was kidding myself
didn't care any more
as the only man I really loved
passed on to the other side
I feel him with me even now
that was a true marriage vow

not this farce this lame production
time to exit stage left gracefully
it's all I can do to not rage at him

his closed spririt ego engulfed
childishness yet no innocence
just arrogance

love speaks in deeds not words
he sure did have me fooled
but I am no fool
I'm done with this school
of logical mating
it never works out

out is all I need
to stand on my own two feet
never again will I give in
to someone else's supposed
love for me

I trust my heart now
way above my head

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The Hype Machine = ♥

We%u2019re huge fans of the The Hype Machine at SoundCloud. And we have a sneaky suspicion that you might be too. Put simply, the The Hype Machine is the best place on the web to discover all the kick ass music that is being blogged about right now. They already use SoundCloud to host their fantastic radio show but we wanted to find a way to work more closely together. And we%u2019re quite excited by the results.

The most important part of this is to tell you that The Hype Machine now detects SoundCloud players in the blogs that it aggregates. And as you probably know, the blog post and track are then sucked into the The Hype Machine. If you%u2019re a blogger this means that you can use our players even more now and know that your post will show up on The Hype Machine.

This is exciting news in itself, but wait, it doesn%u2019t stop there. When a fan listens to that track on The Hype Machine it%u2019s actually streamed directly from SoundCloud. This means that if you%u2019re the artist or label that has uploaded the track you%u2019ll actually get stats on the number of times it has been played on The Hype Machine %u2013 as well as knowing exactly which blogs embedded your music in the first place. We%u2019ve been busy building the most kick-ass stats for our users as possible and we think this is a great addition.

We think that this is all rather badass. The Hype Machine and the music blogs serve a massively important role in fans discovering new and exciting music. And it%u2019s often the blogosphere that helps interesting new acts break to a wider audience. We%u2019re thrilled to be part of that ecosystem, by allowing artists and labels to serve tracks directly to music bloggers via SoundCloud. And hopefully at the same time eliminating a lot of the hustle for the bloggers having to re-upload tracks to their own servers or use generic services like zmegasupersendfile.com

Here%u2019s just a few of the releases you should be getting excited about. Go blog about them!

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The Whole She-bang!

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4 letter word

Love the big scary word four letters thrown so freely around my love flows freely freely given no expectations rules roles or masks this is how I am I have to be or I would not love me not be free

fear of love lost is too high a cost why is this so just let it grow like the wild thing it is    

 

 

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