Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Piñata of Death

Pinata
abysmal loss of function ahead
a head filled with so much
I might burst if I move too quickly
yet
every move I make
... is too quickly
according to who
you are my own self judgement
looming over me like a piñata of death

but I digress
you see or not see
what P.T.S.D.
has done to me

I need people in my life
but am afraid to leave my room

I need exercise and walking gives me panic attacks
I do Yoga, I do what I can
eat the best I can
take all the pills at the right times

22 years of this persistent need
for self improve meant
meant to heal this broken spirit

shows me my spirit is NOT broken!See More

 

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