I have been crying all day
It started with nightmares and flashbacks
I am still very sick with bronchitis
I couldn't wake up, I almost didn't want to
My Mother was a child molesting drunk
she is dead now and I am glad
she will never hurt anyone again
My youngest daughter was taken from me when she was 4 1/2
by my ex mother in -law who didn't even know me
she wanted my daughter before she was even born
demanded visitation rights while I was still nursing!
It broke me and my little family of girls
we couldn't even say her name out loud for a long time
I moved back to Washington to fight for custody
I learned there is only justice for those that have the big bucks to pay lawyers (liars)
She is turning 20 now and out of her grandmothers house and clutches
We haven't all been together in 12 years?
It's going to happen at the end of this month
this will be my Mothers day
to see my beautiful daughters laughing together again!
knowing this will keep me going
and going up to Washington at the end of the month
My daughters are amazing
I love them with all my broken heart
I live near my oldest
I miss her little sisters
I need to be closer to them
because my heart is breaking
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